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So... [03 Jan 2009|06:18pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

So my friend Felicia came up with the idea that i should start writting in this again.. I don't know how long it will last.. I don't even know what to write honestly. I'm so fed up with my life and the direction it has been heading. I'm always pretty much stuck at home, or work. Hardly ever anything fun for me to do..idk..i hate not being able to drive..

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[10 Nov 2005|11:59pm]
I'm bored, cold, and i feel like going to walmart just to have something to do. But i have nothing no idea what i'd go there to look for. Although i do need some new shoes to wear to work.. hmm..
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[23 Oct 2005|04:26pm]
my heart feels like it's breaking or just falling apart.. my chest hurts right around the area my heart sits..my checks feel dry from wiping tears away with my tshirt..
i'm going to just hide under the blankets on my bed..
Comments: let's go.

[12 Oct 2005|01:12am]
Whenever i know she's sad, it makes me sad too.. I like it, but i don't.. i don't like when she's sad.. It makes me feel bad. It made me cry, when you said that i wouldn't move there, and that it seems like i'm not trying.. I do try. I never hear anything more though. But i haven't giving up..

i wish you were here right now, but i like it better there with you..
Comments: let's go.

[20 Mar 2004|04:02pm]
Funeral For A Friend
Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and
that's what I like about you! It's all about
the music for you... I have pity for your
tortured soul...you're just like me...


What genre of rock are you?
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[12 Mar 2004|01:53pm]

You Are Ichabod Crane From "Sleepy Hollow."


You're a deep thinker - most times logically. You're a bit of a neat freak and a wuss (hey, you do faint a lot!) but you do have the ability to overcome your fears and come out stronger in the end. And you never lose your head over things. (Gufaw gufaw!)

Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!

atreyu
Atreyu is writing your life story! dark, loud and
grand, but you may want to rethink the whole
obsessed with death thing. and the black
eyeliner. yick.


Which Band Is Writing Your Life's Story?
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Comments: let's go.

[06 Mar 2004|03:30pm]
HASH(0x8943f48)
You are a Punk Boy Kiss! You met your cutie at that
concert last week... Instead of bringin home
some CDs and a shirt... you brought home him!


What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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Comments: let's go.

[23 Feb 2004|04:29pm]
gold heart
Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Hi! [01 Jan 2004|10:45am]
[ mood | working ]

Happy New Year Everyone!

Comments: 1 went let's go.

[19 Nov 2003|01:35am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

"So we meet again!" and I offer my hand
All dry and english slow
And you look at me and I understand
Yeah it's a look I used to know
"Three long years... and your favourite man...
Is that any way to say hello?"
And you hold me... like you'll never let me go

"Oh c'mon and and have a drink with me
Sit down and talk a while..."
"Oh I wish I could... and I will!
But now I just dont have the time..."
And over my shoulder as I walk away
I see you give that look goodbye...
I still see that look in your eye...

So dizzy Mr Busy - Too much rush to talk to Billy
All the silly frilly things have to first get done
In a minute - sometime soon - maybe next time - make it june
Until later... doesn't always come

It's so hard to think "It ends sometime
And this could be the last
I should really hear you sing again
And I should really watch you dance"
Because it's hard to think
"I'll never get another chance
To hold you... to hold you... "

But chilly Mr Dilly - Too much rush to talk to Billy
All the tizzy fizzy idiot things must get done
In a second - just hang on - all in good time - wont be long
Until later...

I should've stopped to think - I should've made the time
I could've had that drink - I could've talked a while
I would've done it right - I would've moved us on
But I didn't - now it's all too late
It's over... over
And you're gone..

I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you I miss you so much

But how how many times can I walk away and wish "If only..."
But how many times can I talk this way and wish "If only..."
Keep on making the same mistake
Keep on aching the same heartbreak
I wish "If only..."

But "If only...."
Is a wish too late...

Comments: let's go.

I am.. [15 Nov 2003|03:52am]
[ mood | sad ]

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you.. -.-,

Comments: let's go.

[06 Nov 2003|02:56pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Its so simple and complicated the way you can crush me No matter how much this hurts This is through I get as far as your door before I get caught I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop So are we playing for keeps These days begin and they don't end for weeks Leave me left out of anything to do with you Excuse me while I fall apart don't flatter yourself sweetheart Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car Do you have to make this So hard Your so good At pretending everything is alright Your as welcome as cancer but my door is always unlocked

Comments: let's go.

[06 Nov 2003|01:42pm]
[ mood | blah ]

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy...

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

Comments: let's go.

[11 Sep 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | sad ]

DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:Low
Avoidant:Moderate
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Comments: let's go.

[30 Aug 2003|10:05pm]
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Which One of Davey Havok's Body Parts Are YOU?
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[27 Aug 2003|09:51pm]
[ mood | bored ]


Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In?

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Comments: let's go.

[27 Aug 2003|04:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]

dude..we had a new girl start today..and she came at like 1:45 and didn't hafta be there till 2. and like the night manager she was all showing the new one all around n telling her that she wouldn't hafta worry about this or this. and like the one showing her had to wait on someone, and the new girl was all watching and then was just like "i don't think i can do this" and then she just like left, didn't clock out or anything, it was fucked up, but funny.

Comments: let's go.

[20 Aug 2003|12:58pm]
Davey
You are like the lead signer Davey Havok, he is
very sexy, hot, and the best. good for you


what AFI member are you most like.(real thing not like the other one, newer)
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Once upon a time.. [19 Aug 2003|09:51pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

I Have Broncitis..


The End.

Comments: let's go.

[29 Jul 2003|03:40am]
[ mood | sad ]

Can a song replace a broken heart?
Can a song replace a broken love?


spoon out my heart..

Comments: let's go.

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